I Am Brave enough to QUIT

When the student is ready the teacher always appears.  Since I was 21 I have smoked.  I have quit more times than I can count.

My 12 year old daughter and I are watching Monte Carlo, I asked to pause it so I could go have a cigarette.  While we were downstairs, she said to me:
“Mom, I want to go to somewhere in Italy.  I want to travel, when I am old enough to travel by myself.”

“Sweetie, I want you to write in your journal of all the places you want to go, and believe that you will go there.” I said to her.

 

Then as we finished pouring our coca-cola, I left to go outside for a cigarette.

“Mommy, please don’t go.” was all she said

 

As I smoked the cigarette, I thought to myself – I just chose nicotine over my daughter.  I am brave enough to quit right NOW.  I am brave enough to honor my health, myself, my beautiful daughters and my wonderful husband.

 

I AM Brave enough to QUIT.

Thank you to my beautiful girl, who inspires me to be brave every day.

Hugs & Love

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  • Richard

    I believe you can too!

  • http://www.simpleeserene.com Lee Horbachewski

    Thanks for the vote of confidence Richard, I really appreciate it…

    Hugs & Love Lee xoxox

  • Melanieh

    You choose life or cigarettes…your children deserve this choice so they can have you.
    You Go Girl!

  • Karen

    Yes Lee you are strong and you can overcome this addiction. You are in control and you (of all people) can do it!

  • http://www.simpleeserene.com Lee Horbachewski

    Dear Karen,

    Thank you so much for your support and encouragement.  Day 4 YAY

    Hugs & Love 
    Lee xoxoxox

  • http://www.simpleeserene.com Lee Horbachewski

    Dear Melanie,

    I choose LIFE… And I choose my children.
    Thanks so much for the words of encouragement.
    Hugs & Love Lee xoxox

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